sideway punks

i hate her
she left
i trudged back to the house
she once used to fill with life
and ripped off the christmas decoration
that was long left behind
i slid to the floor
with my back pressed against door
and stared at that big ass cockroach 
we saw earlier
god fuckin
flicks on the used up lighter she gave me
blows it out
shes gone
shell be back
maybe thatll give me a chance to get to know Pennsylvania 
sigh